So, for the past couple of days I have been going with my mom to her new library to help her set it all up. It is fun to go and work for a few hours. It keeps me busy and mom is great company. Some of the books are terribly dusty though! So I am really happy that there is a fresh, and completely new environment. It's huge! Mother definitely deserves it~

Sometimes working like that helps to keep my mind off of certain things...sometimes it doesn't. And sometimes it's so-so. I think I managed to avoid some sore subjects a little...if only a little. But after I had finished running back and forth putting books away, I sat down to file away some papers and what not that will be sent out to the parent's of the school's students.

I couldn't help but think this: "You lucky b@stards."

Yes. I am envious of them. They get to go to a public school.

But, then again, I have no right to complain! After all, it was MY choice to leave the high school. At that time...I was blinded. I wish I would have been more rational.

Still, though. I can't complain!

I have a wonderful, fabulous, excellent, great teacher now! She's the greatest~

Even so...I can't help but think about 'her'. Whenever I go into town my eyes are always searching....constantly searching for 'her' though I know I will most likely not see 'her'. I still look. Hoping. Waiting.

It's rather confusing really...maybe I am still being blinded.

I want to change in so many ways. What's keeping me from that? Probably nothing...

It just feels like...ever since I lost them...I lost a huge piece of myself. This lingering emptiness just loves to nag at me.

Eeh. I need to stop ranting.

I'm probably just being ridiculous.

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It's only a while longer now until "pahse two" of remodeling is complete; I shall finally have my own bedroom again! So, of course I'm excited about that~Haha.
I sketched out a few plans on how I'm going to set up my room. I'm planning on turning my room into a half-art studio, half-bedroom type of thing. Seeing that I don't have enough space for anything too serious, I'll probably just set up desk space, an art board, and maybe a few shelves for art supplies. I would like to keep the half-art sudio, half-bedroom thing in affect...don't want to get overwhelmed by one or the other. It needs to be comfortable! lol
So, as much as I hate myself for saying this, updates will still be sluggish. -_-;

I've posted new pictures in my gallery, though. All of the older ones are gone. Check it out if you're interested~ ^_~

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Well, how long has it been this time? xD;

Despite my occasional updates on DeviantArt, I have been terribly busy these past few months. ^^; What do you know! More remodeling! -awaiting grunts of disgust- But it's a good thing! Soon, my sister and I will have our very own rooms again. x3
Not only is our house being remodeled, but so is my blog. It was just too crowded for me. @_@;; I'd like to try and pull off something a little more unique...and NEAT. lol

Forgive me (or don't) for my lack of activity here at NuTang! >_<; I miss all of my buddies here, and hopefully I'll be able to catch up soon.

~Toowit

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So, I was watching EEnE on CN and thought "Hey, I wonder what different styles people draw the characters in." I browsed some DeviantArt galleries and came across some really awesome pictures~

Does anyone else love EEnE or have their own style of drawing 'em? =D

Yami-Shin:


EEnE - 200'000 hits by *Yami-Shin on deviantART


EEnE - Fais risette by *Yami-Shin on deviantART

Kizzy-Chan:


Kevin n Eddy by ~Kizzy-chan on deviantART

hot-choc:


just add rolf by ~hot-choc on deviantART

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Mood:
Drinking: Water
Listening To: The fan. haha

Comment reply~

i think it's extremely stupid to force people to do things they don't like even though the enforcer is the parents. when i was younger my mum disallowed me to do things that i like like drawing because she thinks it's a waste of time. i feel that the more the parents force their kids to do things againts their own freewill the more the kids will resent them.

and i feel that anime maybe expensive but each of us has our own hobby. i find nothing wrong with having stacks of anime dvds... it's like having a library of books. so what's pretty wrong with that? i don't really understand that. but sadly some parents do that because they think they can....
» renaye

I agree, Renaye. Forcing people to do things that they don't like is just...blah. I find is so difficult to understand because my parents are always supportive and just want my sister and I to chase our dreams. Though anime/manga may be expensive at times, it is pretty much the same as collecting music...or, you're right, creating a library. So I'm in the same boat as you when you say you don't really understand.
Thanks so much for the comment~!
>>>Toowit

--So Today--
I went to bed at about...3 am this morning I think. lol
I woke up at like 7 am. xD First thing I did when I woke up: went to Wal*Mart with mom! It was actually fun, though. Shopping with Mom can be an adventure!
Like Mudsour says, "It's time to feel better about ourselves!" Everytime we go to Wal*Mart...now I say it! Hahahaha~
After that I've been helping with taking care of my Dad (he hurt his back D=), but he's a tough one!
Oh, and I want to wish everyone a very Happy Easter~!!!
Also, I am really sorry for never updating as much anymore. ><; And I am so sorry for not commenting on anyone else's blogs!

^^;;;

Have a wonderful day everybody!
+Toowit

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I am not amused.

Haha~My first entry in weeks and I'm alread complaining about something, eh?
Well, it started out when my dear friend Amanda called. We were having a fun conversation, as usual, but she brought something up that made a tiny bit of anger swell up within the depths of my gut. Some of our friends (Well, I'm not sure if I'm exactly friends with them anymore, but I still care about them) had to give away ALL of their anime and manga or it'd get thrown away. All because their parents said so! They said it was "boy stuff" or whatever. So, yeah, the hundred dollar Saiyuki DVD Box Set I got as a gift for them...gone! Given away! (But I'm not angry that Saiyuki was given away. It was given to Amanda, so I'm okay with that). It's just so lame that someone's parents would force their kids to give up something they love. So irritating! Now I need to go about figuring out a plan on how to give them their birthday present this year...

It's just not right. I feel so bad for them. Amanda said they were really sad about it. -sighs-

Okay, well, I'm done whining now. xD;;;

I'm back, btw! lol

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So, my cousin decided to drop by for a visit on Sunday; he brought with him a movie I never heard about called Big Trouble in Little Chine. Anyone here seen it? Well, we went out to watch it in the media/game/study hall/wash room outside...and we just couldn't tell if it was serious or comedy. xD But...It. Was so. HILARIOUS.



It's an old one (made in 1986 I believe) but worth the watch! Watch out for those freaky looking monsters. o_o;;

Whoo~Go Jack Burton!


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"wow .. the guy is sexy ..i think only me would think that way coz he got no top.. haha.. sorry my brain is not functioning well.
» renaye"

Lol~Thanks so much Renaye! I'm glad you think topless men are smexy. xD

"very nice drawing u have there!
» CPKviperpheonix"

Thanks a million, CPKviperpheonix~! =D

And a little something extra~ =3

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Mood:
Watching: Pimp My Ride

_Odd Jobs_
Well, it's just doing some cleaning up around the house, washing off chairs, vacuuming, dusting, hanging up curtains, clean, clean, clean; fun stuff like that!
So, construction is kind of "over." And by that I mean no more STRANGERS running around the house. We're having our neighbor (along with some of his workers and my dad) working on my room, Mudsour's room, and our bathroom...so, just a liiiitle bit longer... xD

*New Art*
Yay! I finally got to scan some art~ =D This picture is like, what, about a month or two old, though. o_o;; Oh well! Here's "Precious Treasure." Tell me what you think. =3



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first off, thanks for the birthday wish! :)
second, i like that your monster self likes to torment blondes.. even better that your sister's a blonde! :D
» tiffany
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You're very welcome~ =)
Ahahaha! Yes, and I really do torment poor Mudsour. ^^;
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